29 Mai 2026

What I wish would happen - An erotic encounter

[Note : cet article de blog est en anglais uniquement]

After sending that last e-mail this morning confirming my presence today I couldn’t help but feel the excitement in my body. I hadn’t touched myself for a week now and I could feel it. I focused as much as I could on what I had to do for the day with the thrills of anticipation of what was about to come next this afternoon. Without much thinking or with my head full of thoughts I couldn’t tell anymore I rung on the right bell waiting for the door to open. I walked through the corridor both hyper alert of this new environment and a little anxious of seeing someone walk in the building when she opened the final door with a big smile on her face. I hadn’t seen her face on the pictures but I was happy. I looked at her studio while she was walking me to a couch and offering me a glass of water. “How are you feeling?” she asked, her presence already felt reassuring and the glimpses of what I could see of her outfit behind the big trench coat was definitely to my liking. “A bit nervous” I replied, “curious of what’s coming. – ok then let’s have a little chat before starting” she said as she sat on the couch next to me. We went through what we had discussed per email already, she wanted to ask a few extra questions about things I may or may not like and to be honest I didn’t have much of an idea. All this was quite new to me. I had seen a Dominatrix a few years back when I was in this business trip and even though it sparked something in me there were a lot of things I didn’t like very much either. It was too rough, too distant, I felt disconnected from the Mistress. So I was curious about what this new experience could bring to me.

 

After I handed her the money for the session, she told me to just stand in front of me, still with my clothes on. She turned around me, examining my body, her hand pressing on my shoulders then my hips, going down my legs and up against my thighs close to the groin; her hands were palpating my butt behind and under and I could feel her touch on my balls through the fabric of my trousers. I was still completely dressed but I could feel the arousal already. She stood a few meters from me looking up and down and ordered me to remove my shirt I executed. I definitely wanted please her and I could feel that what she would tell me to do I will just do it. Her hands went on my torso gently caressing my sensitive nipples, the feeling went directly down to my penis which erected a bit more. She noticed it and started playing with nipples a bit more with her palms, her fingers, her nails. Then she stood back again, looked at my bulge with a grin and came closer again: “I think we need to remove this too” she said as she pulled my belt open, let it slide around my hips and used it to tie up my hands behind my back. Still very focused on my waist area she opens up my trousers before removing them completely and observe satisfied my bulge still to see underneath my underwear. She goes round my body again asking me indiscreet questions: “so you didn’t masturbate since we communicated per email right? – it has been a week – a week only? But we made the appointment more than a week ago! I think this deserves a little punishment doesn’t it?” I tremble, I didn’t expect it but the idea of being punished by a being like her is turning me on, I want to be in her hands.

 

She swiftly removes my underwear not before having noticed the pre-cum drops pearling on the thin fabric, played with it and said with an ironic tone: “oh that’s a shame we will have to let that go but you need to be punished for your bad boy behavior, now I am the one who commands when you can touch yourself. Are you ready for that?” she whispers in my ear. “Are you ready for me to take over your body? To do whatever I want with it?” I can feel her breath against my neck, her hard nipples pressing against my back. How could I resist that. “Yes Mistress” I answer “I will do whatever you want.” “Ok then come over here” She settles me in the middle of the room, right in front of all the torture instruments, I am half thrilled of discovering what she has in store for me with all this stuff and half anxious of not being able to bear the pain. I have not really received pain in a way that excites me but seeing it on screen turns me on a lot so I want to experience it.

Still close to my body she starts blindfolding me, the scarf is soft and she plays with it on my skin before placing it in front of my eyes. I can’t see anymore, I can only hear and feel her. I hear her heels on the floor as she goes away from me and come back, I wonder what kind of object she got from all those in the room. I quickly understand what it was as I feel the rope around my body. She plays with it and make it swirl on my nipples, pass it on my face, my shoulders and my neck before tightening it up around my chest. I like the restraint, feeling contained, unable to move. “You are at my mercy now” she whispers again in my ear, I can hear the satisfaction in her voice and then the heels going far and back again. Another tool. Slowly I feel a mass of small slats caressing my body gently, my nipples are hyper excited, I want more but she goes around my back, my bum and my legs. “Open your legs” she orders and there she goes in between my thighs. She starts hitting harder, the sides of my butt outside of my hands still prisoners of my belt. She hits the shoulder blades, I didn’t know it could feel good and painful there. The hitting progresses as she checks on me to know which number that is in terms of pain. We are at 4 or 5 I don’t really know but I for sure feel the back of my body getting warmer. When one hit makes me moan the hardest she gives me a little break by coming closer to my body the flogger in one hand going around my throat, her hand grabs my jaw and her thumb draws a line on my cheek to my mouth, she presses against my lower lip making me open my mouth. I want to swallow her thumb so bad but I am waiting for her instructions. Her thumb digs deeper in my mouth, explores my gums, find my tongue. I am so focused on what I feel, her thumb inside my mouth, her fingers around my jaw, her breast against my back, I feel her wiggle her pubis against my hands. Oh she is really having pleasure with what she is doing right now. My penis is completely erected, wet from the pre-cum, I am so aroused right now, completely in my body while she owns it. She turns around and starts going back and forth with her thumb in and out of my mouth. “Do you like it?” She whispers close to my face. “Do you like me penetrating you like that? Well that’s a good thing because I won’t stop here you know. Soon I will be penetrating all of your holes. I will be filling you. You will be mine completely. I will own even the inside of you.” She has withdrawn her finger and walked away.

“Now let’s see what to do with that” she says flickering with my dick, she grabs it, pulls it, brings it close to my body and then drops it. “Yes I see” she says half concerned half ironic “We can’t really let it like that right? Going around like this. You are excited aren’t you? – Yes Mistress – yes I can see that, you like being my little toy right? – Yes Mistress – It turns you on to be mine, doesn’t it? – Yes Mistress” I am so turned on right “Well that’s a good thing because I like it a lot too, to see you like this, all tied up, all under my control” she says that while taking what seems to be a thin version of a rope and tying it up around my sex and my balls. She tightens it up, it’s painful and arousing too. She takes the skin of my balls in between her fingers, pulls it and rolls it. I am on the edge of pain and pleasure. She presses them and I can feel something pinching them at several spots. It stays. “You know what that is? – No – I always like to see what we can do with ordinary objects. Those are clothes pins. I am not sure you ever thought those would end up around your balls haven’t you? – No indeed” I smile. “ There are so many different things we can do with the objects I have around us.” She speaks to me while flogging me again but the front of my body this time. She has also put pins on my nipples and is now flogging them. It’s so painful! Almost too much but every time we are close to me saying it’s too much she goes down hitting my thighs that I feel are slowly getting warmer and warmer. Sometimes she hits in between the legs too, softer than on other parts but it has become so sensitive now with the rope around the balls. My body feels like a ball of nerves ready to explode but I don’t know in which direction. She walks around me, hits front and back, goes faster and as soon as I moan from the pain somewhere she changes spot and what feels like a relief for a few seconds becomes torture again the next. She laughs and mocks me gently. My legs start trembling and she comes closer to me. Her nails are somehow of metal and she scratches the burnt skin with the cold and hard metal going around my neck and my shoulders, flicking the pin on my nipple which brings an immediate moan of pain from my mouth. She plays with my lips again, putting her finger across my mouth, titillating my skin with her metal nails and when she is so close to my body that I can feel her breath against my ear she caresses my cock and my balls gently. Damn, she knows how to play with fire. Hot and cold.

“Get down on your knees” he orders. Her body right in front of mine so I cannot fall or if I do it will be in between her boobs. I haven’t seen the outfit under her coat yet and I am drooling just by the thought of what I had a glimpse of at the beginning of the session. But I am still blinfolded. So when I feel her soft breast pressing against my face I can’t miss the moment and let myself fall completely in her heavy breast. My tongue searches the hard nipple though the fabric and oh god it feels so good. I take it in my mouth and start sucking on it. “Not too hard” She grabs my hair and pulls my head back “That’s what you want right? Playing with my boobs. But you know here it’s me who decides who plays with what. And now I haven’t finished playing with you. Do you want to see how it makes me feel to play with you?” She says sitting on a char behind me, she places her sex right at my fingertips and starts rubbing herself on them. “Do you feel how wet I am? – Oh yes Mistress I can feel it – Well good, that’s how it makes me feel to have you here on your knees.” She comes closer to my ear and whispers: “and now you are gonna feel how I want to take you. I am going to introduce myself inside you, first with my fingers, and then when you are ready I will use my strap on and thrust my cock inside of you” She says while mimicking the thrusts she will do later on. Her pubic bone is pressing against my hands, my fingers can’t help but go deeper inside her and she is so wet...She grabs a collar and put it around my neck. I like to feel her hands around my throat, gentle but firm I feel I belonged to her completely, she makes me arch my back and plays with my nipples a bit before removing the pins. The blindfold is out and I can finally see her I front of my. My fingers still covered with her wetness and my head finally in her boobs compensate for what seems an unbearable pain. But it doesn’t last and she pushes me forward after removing the binds around my ankles and my arms.

 

“Arch your back” I see her cover her hand with a black glove and grab a bottle from the fridge. The cold liquid melts in my skin in between my butt chicks as she plays with my butthole. She slowly inserts a finger and what feels strange at the beginning becomes like a wave of pleasure as her finger hits my prostate. It feel so good. She tries inserting different fingers, plays with my butt and inserts the fingers from her other hand inside my mouth. “Now you are completely filled” She sighs with satisfaction. She penetrates me from both sides. I am completely filled indeed. I let myself go. I so want her to decide what is happening...